pascal

today is the day . my heart got broken


wtf that was a joke . love and heartaches most of the time are together at times you most dont expect it right ? well thats what i didnt like what i did actually . i expected . i was so happy and so proud . i really feel like . we won on our own right . we won each other's hearts :D well at first today i was really very bv . and i felt bad at them for not appreciating each other's efforts . i for one have multiple roles and dont notice everything ive been doing for them . even if i only joined saturday's practice . i showered them all my efforts in learning everything overnight and assisting them with the production . if i were there from the start . my ideas would be there a lot . i am all about sharing ideas and all that stuff . but i also got used to rejection . i know people wouldnt like my mind anyways . even if i share . well after all the hard work . even if we didnt win . we just gave our best to not let our dearest adviser down . i really dont like the feeling of not making her happy . i just feel like . my best is not enough . or . its just not our time . we just need to wait :D