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[this blog was originally for yesterdaii but published todaii . so ill just make it to todaiis standards :]]]

well boredom strikes back and ive got no guns :]] well anyways . its time to blog . wonder what it would be about today [my previous blogs here in blogger/blogspot are actually long for me :]]] haha so anyways . i love this blog . :] i can share what i feel and what i didnt know my sub concious mind was thinking about . well . i thought it was randomness but really my mind picked up details without my concious mind thinking about . well anyways . ✿ for me :] haha . im bored again :] obviously -_-

so todaii is a holiday . a special holiday to be in fact . well . holiday or not i always blog :]] so anyways today is a special holiday because of cory aquino's burial :'[ an obvious day of sorrow and sadness . well . to be honest im not :]] im such a bad citizen :]] but im not the worse . :]] . i mean that . im still economic . environmental and financially [peso to euro x]]] haha so anyways . since its a holiday as a dla student we are always commited to school [not really its just the days we have as high school :]]] so anyways . we did our project in ap [them really :]] im just an editor :]] i dont want to be an actress :]]] they told me la hoya . so i went there . but i didnt know outside :[[ i woke up late due to tierd from the evening events . so anyways . is it a sin to wake up late ? :[ i got all wet because it rained . and stormed out of the house as soon as possible so i wont anger them . so anyway . stormed out means i dont eat . i just leave after i washed and dressed . so i that also means i dont have anything with me but money [transpo] and cp [depends if i have a story to tell someone] so i was really hungry . when i waited for the rain to stop [which was quite long] i went to the nearest store . so i bought the most common food i eat [skyflakes :[[ lagi nalan . hindi aco nagsasawa :]]] and when i did i stood under the rain . haii . so anyways . my cp number got revealed :]] i couldnt help but ask for help :]] . well i got to text behx :] i miss behx . lalabb behx :* so anyways . wet wet wet mode [kewwl . w , e & t are so near to one another it feels fun :]]] haha so anyways later did i know it was actually at palm grove :'[ im such a loser :'[ i waited in la hoya when they did it in front and not inside la hoya :'[ im so stupid :'[ i really felt like crying :'[ super :'[ so anyways when i got there . at first i just told them im sleepy . and when i got there they were planning on having mcdo deliver food for them [true dla students nga naman . laki sa aircon] so anyways . they told eira's mom they called but really they havent . :]] they collected 4o0+php . and i was like whoa . are you going to donate the left over money [i didnt say it aloud] so i was also like i dont want to eat . i cant give any money [also not aloud . the money i asked is only for transpo] and they were like . marga you want ? and i didnt respond . they asked me again and i refused . and kiezl was like diet ? and bentz said . marga ! wala ka na maididiet pa . so i just kept quiet . and they counted me also even if i didnt give any of my share of money . well eira's mom just went out to buy from mcdo herself . oh yeah ! before leaving eira's mom blowered her dog :] the shih tzu princess type dog she had . considering the weather age of the dog and length of hair the dog had . she really needed to do that . i miss arwen :'[ bad bakla ! i still curse you to what you did to her ! :'[ even to this day i still hate that you did that . you long faced lesbian . [real gay] haii . so anyways . when they [i wansnt really waiting for food couz i didnt want to eat] kiezl played with cody [the shih tzu] it was really cute that kiezl did . so at least i had someone to praise [i am doxophobic so i praise everyone else] and bentz was telling a story i didnt listen to [couz i was staring at kiezl] and feli was making earl come and join our project . actually earl is a leader in another group . kewll :]] so anyways . feli left because earl is so *maarte* so after he left food came . so i got off the seat . and just seated next to them . and i prayed with them but i wasnt really i was just talking to god . so anyways . when jho and bentz got back on the table from outside . [they bought more coke . i wish they just donated it to the needy :]]] so anyways . when they seated . eira went to organize the table . and so they all said together MARGA KUMAiN KA ! and the opened the carton [i hate plastic and styro] so anyways . when they did . i just obeyed . i couldnt resist . they looked annoyed i wasnt eating :]] i just revealed my weight earlier . i was lighter than either kiezl or jho or eira . i forgot . but im lighter . i actually feel like wanting to either get heavier or lighter . which do you think ? [comment please] so anyways . i just ate it all . if i wouldnt they kill me :]] or if they dont trust me they would look at it [but they didnt :] it means they trust what i said :] i feel touched :] ] so earl and feli came back [fun fact : jho doenst really call earl earl . she calls him andrew :] ] so we waited for feli to finish eating . kiezl and bents were teasing earl about being there :]] he isnt a groupmate anyways so they just teased him . and so after feli ate back to the project making . the project is actually better with rain . i saw the diffrence . :] but we also filmed a non rainy feel . the project is actually very cute :] considering that kiezl was a good actress :] [this blog looks lik a review of keizl -_-] so anyways . its really good . and when we all go to finally got lazy we just went back . we saw dah and ate ekah just got there [earl and feli are still traumatized with what ate ekah did when they campaigned . kewll :] ] and go to the small yet cute and fun room . ate ekah was kinda bored [unsure] so she went to the room with us . hiding from dah . kawaii :] so anyways she just had to get out couz her mom was finding her . dah and ate ekah went in again couz they wanted some peice of the aircon . so they had a drama mode . and jho and eira were already calling each other pinsan :]] kewll :]] [eira=ate ekah's sister and jho=dah's favorite cozin (i guess)] and so when i got bored i texted again . and i woke hiko up [im so sorii :'[ ] and i told him to call . and since im bored i do stuff that i normally do to everyone :]] [just guess he'll get annoyed if he knows what i do in life :]]] haha 2 calls couz he had to make me say what he wanted to hear so dearly :] so i got all the fuzziness in me again [bossa mode :] like sitti na :]] so anyways . when we went home it was kiezl who got us a ride to pag-asa me and jho i mean . we got dropped off at mini stop . and i got hungry again . when jho entered mini stop i also did . i really didnt know what to buy :]] im not a regular customer :]] im for 711 ee x.x well till next time :]*bow*